Aug 02, 2008 13:31
when i get room, among other things
right now I could give a shit,
about that anyway
"oh, it was so nice when your room was all clean.'
'yeah, but then I got focused on one thing, and buried everything that wasn't to do with that one thing
and dug out everything that was to do with that one thing.'
'well maybe you could get it tidied up again.'
'no, that doesn't have to do with that one thing.'
I will bask in the single themed chaos
in other news:
I'm no longer technically bankrupt (i now owe less than i make in a year)
that makes me so chuffed I ponder getting a second job, to pay it all off quicker, and also so I can buy that oh so friggin sweet full size 'functional' skeleton
but that gives for less time to sacrifice to the obsession
I'm thinking about selling my wii and ps3 and games for same reason
but i'll leave that one just for thought, for now
cuz there's something to be said for mindless play
i did play video games a lot in my obsessive/rapid growth days
coincidence?
dunno.
...
yeah, the plan is get my shit together with drawing (scrutinize and strengthen weak areas)
then get a gig, and momentum, with that
pay off all my debts
Let my 'regular job/s' go
set a budget
get my own place
get obsessive, in my free time, with one or t'other other passions
get gig in that
repeat ad infinitum
. w h u n e . (rising),
drawing,
i wanna draw comics,
experiment/s,
following my intuition without exception