(no subject)
so I got up, and walked to the library
with every intention to just be there, and read my Bible, adn wait on God, and... whatever
the day is your's God, I'm just here.
I prayed for a bit
and I just got the feeling like I'm just supposed to become the man I'd want to follow.
and that just sitting around and whatever is just sitting around
that while I feel lost and elitist in going it alone...
I dunno.
but if that's repeatedly the direction i feel called to then...
so i dunno if I'm going to finish fasting through the day
i read that you're supposed to fast when you want an answer for soemthing
but right now I feel like I'm just supposed to be taking my first steps.
that i need to get this 'pray with out ceasing' thing down: it's one thing to be focused on God when you aren't doing anything else
it's another to go through your day, and keep that focus.
hrm.
with every intention to just be there, and read my Bible, adn wait on God, and... whatever
the day is your's God, I'm just here.
I prayed for a bit
and I just got the feeling like I'm just supposed to become the man I'd want to follow.
and that just sitting around and whatever is just sitting around
that while I feel lost and elitist in going it alone...
I dunno.
but if that's repeatedly the direction i feel called to then...
so i dunno if I'm going to finish fasting through the day
i read that you're supposed to fast when you want an answer for soemthing
but right now I feel like I'm just supposed to be taking my first steps.
that i need to get this 'pray with out ceasing' thing down: it's one thing to be focused on God when you aren't doing anything else
it's another to go through your day, and keep that focus.
hrm.