Aug 21, 2013 18:57
When my mind shifts from a more impulsive state to a more self-aware state...
I tend to feel really stupid; and immature.
In this particular case I thought perhaps a vow of silence would be helpful;
but during my morning walk the concept "be comfortable with being uncomfortable" popped into my head; so I thought: Nah. I just need to suck it up and face my self as is; and grow through it;
but then I found that I just was kind of sick of hearing my self talk.
So...
It's like...
"passive silence" or something?
..
I dunno.
Maybe that's the point: knowing you don't know.
But neglecting to express your self - due to negative neuro-associations - isn't remotely the same thing as wisdom and prudence.
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