Motivation
All I did today was study, and I don't even feel like I got that much done. I still need to read 2 chapters in my Soc. 1 book (i have three of them, so the reading can get to be alot) but i believe that will have to wait until tomorrow. I'm helping out my friend Jamie and some other with the Tsunami Coalition; there's going to be a Candle-Light vigil on the 26th. Unfortunately thats a Wednesday night, so unless its at like 9pm or before 5pm, I'm screwed. I'll just help as much as I can in the background...
I hate always doubting myself; some things should not be percieved in negative lights, especially when they probably have nothing to do with you. I wonder though, whats going to happen next. Is it like a hound chasing a fox until it runs down into a hole and seemingly dissapears in its fear, something I've experienced before. Or is it different, and am I just thinking too much again. Hopefully the later.
I have a feeling that when i get to sleep tonight It will be a restless one.
Something in me is changing, but i can't yet put my finger on it. I just know that today i feel different than I did the day before... its not a bad feeling, nor particularly a good one. Its just different and inexplicable; what dreams may come eh?
Shalom
♥
I hate always doubting myself; some things should not be percieved in negative lights, especially when they probably have nothing to do with you. I wonder though, whats going to happen next. Is it like a hound chasing a fox until it runs down into a hole and seemingly dissapears in its fear, something I've experienced before. Or is it different, and am I just thinking too much again. Hopefully the later.
I have a feeling that when i get to sleep tonight It will be a restless one.
Something in me is changing, but i can't yet put my finger on it. I just know that today i feel different than I did the day before... its not a bad feeling, nor particularly a good one. Its just different and inexplicable; what dreams may come eh?
Shalom
♥