Apr 24, 2005 18:47
well i havent updated this son-of-a-bitch in a while
so lemme recap my life since
i got e new gf her name is jessica, we had a great great great first three days
then it went all down hill
since we have only spent 2 hours 2gether
we never talk, phone or AIM
she has been running away to this dudes house
her friends say she's cheating on me
and im too good for her
so i finally made the decison to dump her
but as i said i cant get a hold of her
so im stuck in a dead in relationship
and when it is over im gonna stay single a good 2 weeks or more
just to make sure
in the last year and a half ive only been single about 6 days
so i need some time single
and last nite......lauren
her smell, her smile, her eyes
it brang it all back
and i know i still love her, with almost all i am
but im not sure
she says she cant get over me, and i believe it
but say we do date again
what then.....exactly, more hurt
so i dunno
then my family life has gone to hell
i met up with this girl i knew in 6th grade and havent seen since
and she does crack, and so does her mom and dad, her bf is a crack dealer
and her family is more normal and peaceful than mine
and her mom was more of a mom to me than mine is
so i think i might be going to her house a lot
and then theres the ppl i dont wanna hurt
who think im like 'the greatest'
well thet dont kno much
but yea like livi and kristin
so yea, same old shit as b4
and i wasnt ever gonna update again
but im gonna now everyday
thx to brittany
I LOVE YOU BRITTANY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!