[our days are never coming back]

[wht_it_is_2burn]

this is all ive gotta say

Lauren: ow my heart is gonna fall out
me: no no, y
Lauren: lol i dunno it hurts
me: awwwwwwwww
Lauren: the heart that i dont have
me: dont even start
me: lol
me: u have heart
me: hell ud have 2 have a big heart 2 stand me
Lauren: no
Lauren: not really
Lauren: maybe just ur other g.fs dont have a big enuff heart
me: heartless bitches
me: lol
Lauren: heh thats me
me: no ur not
me: if ur heartless than im a wigger
Lauren: or skapy
me: lol
me: thts worse
Lauren: no not really
me: -blushes-
me: u treat me 2 nice
Lauren: no u treat me to nice
me: but u deserve the treatment
Lauren: no not really
me: omg, u deserve 2 b worshiped and happy 4ever
Lauren: k then stay with me forever
me: dont worry, ill never leave u
me: id rather die

just tht one line...k then stay with me forever...ive never felt so real...ive never felt this much of a assion 2 wanna live. ive been suicidal b4, attempted once, but i wanna live and thts never happened....i...i..i...i really dont kno wht to say....im in love....and she could dump me right now, yes i would hurt, but she taught me there is a reason to live, and thts a gift no1 else could teach me, and no one can take it...