Oct 13, 2005 20:01
wow. tim definitly just called. and i have to admit i miss that kid. he defintly made me cry. im glad my opinion means so much to you Tim. and i never meant to hurt you. ever! i promise!
other than that my mom is being wicked dumb. its getting to the point that i can't stand her. at all. everything that she says revolves around Dave. in all honesty FUCK dave! i can't stand him. he makes my life misserable. why am i the one who always has to give in? why do i have to give him another chance but he still gets to drink and act like an ass just like all the other times. why am i gonna bother to open up to get hurt again? its so dumb. and my mom is taking things and people away from me till i let Dave hurt me again. thats fucked. im her daughter. i'll always be her daughter. but she is willing to let me get hurt so that she is happy. thats so rediculous. when she loses me she will realize what it is that she is doing. cause her willingness to let me get hurt is really aggravating.
im done. cause im dumb and im definitly crying. thanx goes out to Tim for that one. i love you tim. i really do. and i honestly dont wanna lose your friendship.