Oct 01, 2005 10:13
so its now October. woohoo. i guess.
So today my mom is making an offer on the house in North Smithfield. and she has promised me that if i move into the house that she will buy me a new Ford Escape once we move in. so i really do want one. cause i hate my lil car. plus i want a 4 door vehicle. i just think its pretty sad that she is offering me things to get her way. i suppose it makes me look really mean. but im not. cause i really dont think she will be able to afford to stay in that house once she loses my brother and i's money. either way, i dont care. but i really do want a new car. not brand new. but off a lot. and i want to pick what it has and looks like. and she told me i could. i just dont want to get to excited over the whole deal. cause i've definitly heard that before and im not sure its gonna happen. so im just gonna stay happy with my car.
i have to start getting ready for work in like 40 minutes. and i still feel like shit. i feel bad for anyone who has to deal with my voice in drive thru. i yi yi. i sound like hell. i wish i would have worked yesterday, cause Erica was working. i love that girl. but i had to go to the doctors and i dont think i would have been able to stay the entire time yesterday. who knows. i just need the money. i have no damn money.
Next concern with the new house. im gonna go back to a small room. and i dont know how well thats gonna go over. cause right now my room is huge. on Fairfield my room was 21 x 13. and my room now has to be at least twice that size. and i dont know if im gonna be able to go back into a tiny room. i have so much stuff.
eh. im done bitching. i guess i'll just write more another time. adios.