just lovely.
So yeah, my mom is being wicked gay again with the whole Dave bullshit. doesn't she get the point that he is useless? she filed for a restraining order, got him arrested and then pressed charges and was sooo happy about him being in jail. and now she wants to get back with him. whats her fucking problem? now Bill is leaving Monday and he's such a nice guy, he'd do anything for her. but she doesn't care. all she thinks about is herself. thats ok, cause she is gonna regret taking Dave back cause again no one is gonna want anything to do with her, he's gonna get piss drunk and start with the old bullshit and she's gonna be alone. and Bill isn't gonna be there. then what? oh yeah, i get to stay home and amuse her cause no one else will. tell me why anyone would take back someone who owes them 25,000 dollars and has no intentions on ever paying back the money. give me one good reason why that person should get the chance to get anymore money? So she is in the other room on the phone with his mom, and i hope he doesn't call back, cause he better hope he doesn't call back my phone. cause i'll tell him exactly what i think. he's ruined everything over here. why she needs him back to ruin anything else is beyond me. and watch him call back, cause he'll be drunk, and fighting with Denise, and oh gawd, Linda is willing to pass out some more money, guess she didn't learn the first time. watch, tomorrow could be different. she might forget about tonight. seeing as she went out tonight, so she's all fucked up. probably piss drunk. seeing as she threw a phone at me i would fucking hope so. i really can't stand her sometimes. she wants everyone to help her, yet she can't even help herself. how fucked up is it that Bill is downstairs and she is up here on the phone calling to talk to Dave. thats Fucked. if i were him i'd leave. but he doesn't. he puts up with all her bullshit. and she could care less. if i were him i would have been gone the first week. but he's stuck by, just like everyone else hopeing that things will get better. but apparently not. she needs to go away. to some kind of mental instatution. she needs help. she has to be on the wrong medication or something. but heaven forbid she have to stay there for a few months. heaven forbid she not think about everything she doesn't have for a day. she doesn't even know how close i am to calling her doctor and putting her away.