Apr 15, 2005 19:07
I think I grew up in the last few days...
Ok James and I talked yesterday... and I guess all he wants from me is a friendship. And I'm ok with that. I skipped school today and guess what...my mom took me shopping...found a nice pair of hooker boots. Anyway, during that time, I realized that it was VERY selfish of me to expect James to come to me just after he got out of a two year relashionship. It's all in god's hands and if it's meant to be it will happen. He needs to see what else the world has to offer...lol so I'm good. I love you all ...
Anyway, after I came home from shopping, me and the family went out side to shovel dirt onto a riding lawn mower cart... we had a lot of fun, because we drove really fast on our yard...also me and brie got into this HUGE dirt war...we were COVERED in DIRT...it was SO FUN!!!!!! I really needed the fun. Me and brit rolled around in the sand for a good 5-10 min... but then it took FOREVER to get the sand off our hair and body... lol well I love you all...Bear