ACK!
Today I went to school with a really bad mood, I was crying earlier because my dad...but when James came in he brightened up my day...Like really he did. He let me wear his Letter Jacket today and when I tried to give it to him at lunch he told me to keep it. Now I was happy, but part of me felt like he wanted me to show it off to Diana. But I don't know. And part of me really doesn't care. I have this thing going on in secret, where if he doesn't ask me out before the FL trip ends, then I am threw...I'm not gonna flirt constantly and act like we're dating. I want the real thing...I think I deserve that. So I guess it's up to him. SO no one tell him I'm just letting you in on my plans... anyway, I know it's pathetic of me but I miss him and it's only been 4 hours... yesterday Brie told me this guy in my history class likes me and usually when I find out someone likes me, I get really happy, but I really didn't care...I guess because I am really happy with the way things are going with James...I really really like him and I know that this update is kind of repitious...but that's me for ya. lol well I'm gonna go...and everyone who reads this had better comment...lol thanx!