Love Me for Me
Lol I love this saying...Love me for me...I truly live by this...if you can't love me for who I am then we aren't meant to be together...ok that was WAY off topic, but kind of a nice starter...
Today was Jonathan's birthday and me. brittny, and misha all acted like we totally forgot that it was...but we surprised him with goody bags and cupcakes at lunch...it was great.
I am sure everyone is wondering what the heck is up with me and James and well...the answer is...nothing but some flirting...He surprised me this morning by coming to my frist period class to give me a letter...it was cute... I was like aww, and trust me I was nervous..my heart was beating..lol faster than normal. Is that weird of me? Everytime I see him, I feel that way. It's not a bad feeling, more like wow, he's actually paying attention to me and I like it feeling...but there is the fact that he is still in contact with Diana, and I don't not want him to be friends with her, but they dated 2 years and part of me is scared out of my mind that I am gonna get hurt in the long run. I don't know what to do...if I should do anything at all? I don't get to see him tomorrow...
oh well, that gave me an excuss to bum out, but misha called and asked me to wear a skirt, and I was in the process of finding a DAMN shirt that matches but I can't find one...and brittny is being a bitch about her clothes as usual. she's always saying we share anyway so why buy 2? But then when I want to wear a shirt she pulls the "It's my shirt" excuss...well fine then she can't come in MY room and go in MY closet and wear MY clothes... hmmph!
Ok I know I am being petty but I'm in a rotten mood. Well I have to go scourge the house for a damn shirt... ack...
Today was Jonathan's birthday and me. brittny, and misha all acted like we totally forgot that it was...but we surprised him with goody bags and cupcakes at lunch...it was great.
I am sure everyone is wondering what the heck is up with me and James and well...the answer is...nothing but some flirting...He surprised me this morning by coming to my frist period class to give me a letter...it was cute... I was like aww, and trust me I was nervous..my heart was beating..lol faster than normal. Is that weird of me? Everytime I see him, I feel that way. It's not a bad feeling, more like wow, he's actually paying attention to me and I like it feeling...but there is the fact that he is still in contact with Diana, and I don't not want him to be friends with her, but they dated 2 years and part of me is scared out of my mind that I am gonna get hurt in the long run. I don't know what to do...if I should do anything at all? I don't get to see him tomorrow...
oh well, that gave me an excuss to bum out, but misha called and asked me to wear a skirt, and I was in the process of finding a DAMN shirt that matches but I can't find one...and brittny is being a bitch about her clothes as usual. she's always saying we share anyway so why buy 2? But then when I want to wear a shirt she pulls the "It's my shirt" excuss...well fine then she can't come in MY room and go in MY closet and wear MY clothes... hmmph!
Ok I know I am being petty but I'm in a rotten mood. Well I have to go scourge the house for a damn shirt... ack...