From My Mouth I Could Sing You
So I dunno I just felt like I needed to write something...not too sure what it's going to be about but we'll soon see. So this week hasn't been to bad I have missed Pat but I didn't cry so it's all good. And I get to see him tonight so it's really good.
Christmas was really good....it's amazing how much closer you feel to someone when you spend the holidays with them. Or maybe it's just me and it's normal but I do feel closer to Pat. Some of the presents he gave me made me feel like he really does listen to me....I don't rememeber telling him some of the stuff that he reminds me that I said...so he really does care! LOL!
So let's just say Courtney was in a cleaning Frenzy the past couple of days. Glad I did too cuz my room looks so much better! I got rid of like four bags of garbage...like the BIG bags! And my room looks HUGE now! LOL...but it also looks plain so i gotta get some stuff to Doctor it up a bit.
I went and saw the movie Blood Diamond last night with Pat's sister...and holy shit I think everyone should go and see that movie...it's fucking CRAZY and fucked up but it's so good and sad cuz that shit actually happens! But lemme just tell ya everyone did a really good job acting in it. That's def. a buy when it comes out on DVD. I didn't think the theater would really have anyone in it...but it was fucking PACKED! So Blood Diamond=Good movie! Hell i'd go see it again!
So right now I'm just chilling in my newly cleaned/re-arranged room and loving it! I wish I had done it sooner cuz it's really nice in here and very warming! LOL. Although I'm still thinking about maybe hanging up white lights or icile lights...not all the way around my room...but partly around cuz it needs more light in here! LOL. But who knows...I have mixed feelings about that too! Cuz it's like do I really wanna hang up lights again...even though they'd be white this time...I still think it'd be little kid like...yeah I'm trying to look like a grown up now....amazing isn't it? It only took me 21 years to decide it's time to grow up! LOL. But it takes time I guess.
But I'm done for now...as I have run outta things to say!
<3,Courtney
Christmas was really good....it's amazing how much closer you feel to someone when you spend the holidays with them. Or maybe it's just me and it's normal but I do feel closer to Pat. Some of the presents he gave me made me feel like he really does listen to me....I don't rememeber telling him some of the stuff that he reminds me that I said...so he really does care! LOL!
So let's just say Courtney was in a cleaning Frenzy the past couple of days. Glad I did too cuz my room looks so much better! I got rid of like four bags of garbage...like the BIG bags! And my room looks HUGE now! LOL...but it also looks plain so i gotta get some stuff to Doctor it up a bit.
I went and saw the movie Blood Diamond last night with Pat's sister...and holy shit I think everyone should go and see that movie...it's fucking CRAZY and fucked up but it's so good and sad cuz that shit actually happens! But lemme just tell ya everyone did a really good job acting in it. That's def. a buy when it comes out on DVD. I didn't think the theater would really have anyone in it...but it was fucking PACKED! So Blood Diamond=Good movie! Hell i'd go see it again!
So right now I'm just chilling in my newly cleaned/re-arranged room and loving it! I wish I had done it sooner cuz it's really nice in here and very warming! LOL. Although I'm still thinking about maybe hanging up white lights or icile lights...not all the way around my room...but partly around cuz it needs more light in here! LOL. But who knows...I have mixed feelings about that too! Cuz it's like do I really wanna hang up lights again...even though they'd be white this time...I still think it'd be little kid like...yeah I'm trying to look like a grown up now....amazing isn't it? It only took me 21 years to decide it's time to grow up! LOL. But it takes time I guess.
But I'm done for now...as I have run outta things to say!
<3,Courtney