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My body feels like it's about to shut down. I've had very little sleep, horrible dreams when I do fall asleep, the urge to be numb, to get away, to take a permanent vacation from life.
I shall leave Jacksonville and never come back one day. I'll never worry about having to pay another bill again. I wont have to worry about anyone else's bills for that matter either.
This sucks.
I dreamt that I was going blind the other night. Here's what that supposedly means:
An inability or unwillingness to see something in your life, or a tendancy to deny something;
A lack of mental or emotional clarity, clarity about your life or direction, or otherwise;
Feeling lost or unsure.
It's pretty fitting.
I shall leave Jacksonville and never come back one day. I'll never worry about having to pay another bill again. I wont have to worry about anyone else's bills for that matter either.
This sucks.
I dreamt that I was going blind the other night. Here's what that supposedly means:
An inability or unwillingness to see something in your life, or a tendancy to deny something;
A lack of mental or emotional clarity, clarity about your life or direction, or otherwise;
Feeling lost or unsure.
It's pretty fitting.