Today just wasn't good at all. I was laughing at one point then yelling at myself for fucking up. I don't know what I did though. I need to find out so I don't fuck up next time. I'll update later, I fucking hate myself...
Are you kidding me? i never said that i didn't care about you, that is complete crap and you know it. And as for not talking to you the only reason is because it would be a lot easier in the long run not to talk right now. All i was asking for was some time. I just didnt want to turn out like Tiffany and Ryan did, all the fighting and stuff just becuase they still talked the day after they broke up. Its not right to talk to someone you just broke up with that you are crying over its just going to make you feel even worse. Im not saying i didnt ever want to talk to you again, thats not the case at all and for you to even think that really makes me question you and how well you really think that you know/knew me. All that, for lack of a better word bull shit that you are feeding to my friends is complete crap, i really didnt say anything like that, you might have took it a different way then i ment it, who knows. I mean if i was in your situation talking to me would just make me feel like crap. Talking to someone that you really like and cant have isnt exactly the greatest feeling in the world, and i know it...whatever ive just decided you can think what you want weather its what i said or not cuz i dont really fucking care.
Understood, I'll talk to you when you feel it's right, but tonight was weird being right by you and not even talking to you. So this is what it's like, first real girlfriend, first real break up, I guess shit happens.
Its not when i think its right, its when you can talk to me and and feel shitty or anything or even "weird". And if you think talking to me yesterday would have done you any good you should have just said something...Im not meaning to sound bitchy, i know i am but i really cant think of any nicer of a way to saw it. Cuz i dont want to be mean to you and i dont want to be in fights or whatever. Just remeber when things blow over or however you want to say it, im still here ok?>
i never said that i didn't care about you, that is complete crap and you know it. And as for not talking to you the only reason is because it would be a lot easier in the long run not to talk right now. All i was asking for was some time. I just didnt want to turn out like Tiffany and Ryan did, all the fighting and stuff just becuase they still talked the day after they broke up. Its not right to talk to someone you just broke up with that you are crying over its just going to make you feel even worse. Im not saying i didnt ever want to talk to you again, thats not the case at all and for you to even think that really makes me question you and how well you really think that you know/knew me. All that, for lack of a better word bull shit that you are feeding to my friends is complete crap, i really didnt say anything like that, you might have took it a different way then i ment it, who knows. I mean if i was in your situation talking to me would just make me feel like crap. Talking to someone that you really like and cant have isnt exactly the greatest feeling in the world, and i know it...whatever ive just decided you can think what you want weather its what i said or not cuz i dont really fucking care.
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