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HOLLLAAA. so senior year has so far been nothing like expected, it basically blows, no school year has yet to beat 10th grade. goodtimezzz.goodtimezzz. And the main reason for me coming back this year when i technically didnt really have to was so i could have the whole "senior experience" aka - senior pictures, being more involved, senior ball, taking pre-req college courses. and uh none of that is really happening. my fat fuck counselor didnt even attempt to get me into any classes i wanted, my loser ass stepdad had no job for about 2 months so basically they wouldnt buy me senior pictures- and im sure as hell not paying for it out of my account, that moneys going straight to my car, and im also probably not going to senior ball considering i'll end up having to pay for it which i refuse too. whatev. life goes on right?
So this weekend was another fucking catastrophe, thursday was good everything was set for the weekend- i got out of school way early & went to the mall & got tons of good stuff. THEN friday rolled around and i basically got 4 hours of sleep the night before and went through the school day in a total half asleep mode which sucked. So around last period i was in the library typing something up & i finished and went over to talk to dee at a table across the room, like 5 minutes later i realize i didnt have my bag with me so i go back and look by the computer i used, and ITS FUCKING GONE. some say karma... i say BULLSHIT. who the fuck would take a bag of school shit? NOT ME, and that fucking means something. there was no money in it, no cigs, no nothing. yeah i basically flipped the fuck out, then i go to my last class of the day which was gym and the teacher let us out so damn late that we had to run to get out in time so i didnt have time to go back & look for my bag. LAME. Then i get home and im like i need the car so i can go back to school and look for my bag, my mother goes "in a minute ill go with you" 20 minutes later my stepdad announces that he needs the car. so there went that. Then my mother went into a whole speech about how she feels bad that she didnt get me my senior pictures & how shes going to pay for me to get them done this weekend, HAHAHAH right, if you really cared you would have payed for me to get them done BEFORE THE DUE DATE CAME & WENT. what a fucking idiot, she trys to redeem herself by saying she'll do things after the fact ALL THE TIME.
Then it gets worse. i was supposed to go get the tickets for the gavinbabay show around 7 o'clock and they wouldnt let me take the car. that of course never ended up happening either. Today better turn out well.
So this weekend was another fucking catastrophe, thursday was good everything was set for the weekend- i got out of school way early & went to the mall & got tons of good stuff. THEN friday rolled around and i basically got 4 hours of sleep the night before and went through the school day in a total half asleep mode which sucked. So around last period i was in the library typing something up & i finished and went over to talk to dee at a table across the room, like 5 minutes later i realize i didnt have my bag with me so i go back and look by the computer i used, and ITS FUCKING GONE. some say karma... i say BULLSHIT. who the fuck would take a bag of school shit? NOT ME, and that fucking means something. there was no money in it, no cigs, no nothing. yeah i basically flipped the fuck out, then i go to my last class of the day which was gym and the teacher let us out so damn late that we had to run to get out in time so i didnt have time to go back & look for my bag. LAME. Then i get home and im like i need the car so i can go back to school and look for my bag, my mother goes "in a minute ill go with you" 20 minutes later my stepdad announces that he needs the car. so there went that. Then my mother went into a whole speech about how she feels bad that she didnt get me my senior pictures & how shes going to pay for me to get them done this weekend, HAHAHAH right, if you really cared you would have payed for me to get them done BEFORE THE DUE DATE CAME & WENT. what a fucking idiot, she trys to redeem herself by saying she'll do things after the fact ALL THE TIME.
Then it gets worse. i was supposed to go get the tickets for the gavinbabay show around 7 o'clock and they wouldnt let me take the car. that of course never ended up happening either. Today better turn out well.