Ha! GOT MY SHIT BACK
Is it that easy to take advantage of people? Honestly? I am beginning to think that i am too much of a softy.
What matters in this life is helping others win, even if it means slowing down and changing our course.
I love helping people
But it puts me behind cuz i am not getting what i want. People walk all over me, because i cant prove myself in any other way but by helping people.
I just wish that i could close my eyes and fucking make things happen.
I would make Ashley not be so unhappy with her life.
I would help people who needed to get their life straight.
I would help my sister
I would make my grandmother be able to dance with my grandpa one more time.
I would make Michelle's mom dissappear from my life, so that she could never be a threat to who i want to be, or any part of my life.
I am so frusturated right now i am in tears. Because i hate my life this much.
Nothing is going right. The people who are asking things of me, are stabbing me in the back at the same time.
Just please.. please understand that i have no heart left to give anymore.
Im a sitting duck
I have no feelings anymore.
I am numb to love.
It used to be something that meant so much to me, but now it seems that all i have left do to is just ignore the pain under my chest.
The stabbing pain that never seems to end.
It sucks right now.
Im tired.
Too bed i go
What matters in this life is helping others win, even if it means slowing down and changing our course.
I love helping people
But it puts me behind cuz i am not getting what i want. People walk all over me, because i cant prove myself in any other way but by helping people.
I just wish that i could close my eyes and fucking make things happen.
I would make Ashley not be so unhappy with her life.
I would help people who needed to get their life straight.
I would help my sister
I would make my grandmother be able to dance with my grandpa one more time.
I would make Michelle's mom dissappear from my life, so that she could never be a threat to who i want to be, or any part of my life.
I am so frusturated right now i am in tears. Because i hate my life this much.
Nothing is going right. The people who are asking things of me, are stabbing me in the back at the same time.
Just please.. please understand that i have no heart left to give anymore.
Im a sitting duck
I have no feelings anymore.
I am numb to love.
It used to be something that meant so much to me, but now it seems that all i have left do to is just ignore the pain under my chest.
The stabbing pain that never seems to end.
It sucks right now.
Im tired.
Too bed i go