Apr 27, 2005 09:48
I really don't have time for childish people.
Michelle is a user. She took advantage of every angle of a person that i once was.
She got online, deleated all of my myspace, all of my previous LJ entries, my comcast account..
Bleh. It doesnt matter at all.
Cuz this means i get to start fresh, without the reminder of michelle.
So since ya'll have missed out on SOOO much.. im going to post what has happened lately.
Michelle got banged by jack on his couch. She tried lying about it, saying that she was ashamed.
She also told me last night that she has cheated on me with more than rick
(Like i really care... that just makes her look stupid)
uhmmm, I have met so many new people:
Jess, Sean,BREE, Briana, Becca, Taxi, Jennifer, Liv, Lucas, Heather, Margie, rekindled with Nishell, Allyson, Ashely Shirley, Brittany Beavers, Brooke Metzler, Sarah Robinson, Cody, Cindy, AJ, AJ, (a boy and girl), Grace, Diana, Kevin, Kris, Lacey Morrison, Leslie, Chaz, Liv, Lizz, Lizzy, Maggie, Max, Megan, Patrick, Nathan, Rhea, Samantha, Sarah, Steve, Serena,Bryt, Ashley, Cindy (another cindy, and ashley), Corbett, Winston, and Kristi.
Some i have known from high school, some i have just met.
THESE.. are the people that are there for me.
These are the people that care about me.
And i care about them as well.
Things got a lil rocky folks, but im sorting this out right now.
I made a new yahoo.com account.
Im making a new myspace.
Its all mixed up info, so that way she cant do this again.
I'm sorry guys, its really sad that she doesnt have a life.
Its really sad that she has to do meth (or did it whatever.. she was a tweaker) to lose weight to feel good about herself.
Its REALLY sad, that she puts up 13 year old boys to call my cell phone and call me fat
Its REALLY sad.. everything. That she is a user, she learned it from her mom. Her mom left her dad, because he had a back problem and it forced his back to curve over and he is like an upside down, L.
Her mom was cheating on him for two years.
What a bunch of douche bags.
*In forest gump accent* And thats all i gotta say about that!
So yeah. Let me tell you about my day yesterday.
1st off... i have been trying to be nice to michelle lately, cuz i didn't want drama with her mom. Cuz its going to end up bad because her mom just doesnt know when to stop.
I sat there with Nishell and ate popcorn last night listening to what she had to say.
I told her mom about how michelle got banged by jack, and she was like.. How do you know this? And i was like.. Jack told me himself. And she was like I DONT BELIEVE YOU! YOU WERENT THERE
And i laugh.. because SHE hasnt been standing right next to michelle when all this shit has gone down.
Michelle cut up her arm really bad, telling me she just wanted to die, and be with Trent (her dead boyfriend...)
She even cut the name TRENT into her stomach.
*shakes head*
Its sad that it has to come to this.
I have to let everyone know what is going on because all my shit has been deleated.
This is now the SECOND time michelle has deleated my myspace account. When it really boils down to the fact that she is mad that i have made SO many new friends.
I still have all their AIM names, so all it takes is a little explaining.. a little bit of time to re-make my myspace.. and i just might make a new LJ. Just in case.. so that way when i write something, she wont be able to DO anything.
I LEAVE HER POWERLESS!
AND THENN I CONTINUE LIVING MY LIFE! AS IT SHOULD BE!
MUAH HA HA HA HA HA HA!
So yeah, please, be patient with me guys.
Things are looking up though. I feel like a gigantic weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
Plus i love how i had like, JUST gotten off the phone with my dad and step mom last night making plans for dinner and movies, and we talk like almost every other day.. and Christine (the crazy 7 foot tall lady who calls michelle "her child") said that my parents dont even care about me.
HELL YEAH im scared of that lady! She fucking.. slapped her own damn daughter. And who was there? Me. Even when i had just gotten my tonsils removed.. and here comes michelle, with both my parents there for her.
Man.. lol. All i can do it sit back and relax. I carried that girl for three years.
But its cool, cuz i have so many reliable people now, that understand what i am going through. People that SEE her go online and mess with my stuff. Just makes her look really dumb.
I got people here for me. That really do care.
Oh yeah some bits and pieces of convo with me and her mom:
Apparently I talked michelle into dropping out of school twice. (LOL the first time it happend, michelle was with rick! The second time, she kept the money that her dad had used to pay for the classes)
I also want michelle to cut herself. Yeah.. I remember all the nights i spent up asking her to do self mutilation, even though michelle was cutting herself LONG before i even met her.
Her mom threatened me a lot last night. So i got to talk to the cops.
If she even calls me again.... BAM!
I'm glad i had so many people around me last night to prove that its not me who is crazy, its michelle and her mom.
Here michelle tells cindy that she is over it, she isnt going to talk to me anymore.
Then she goes online and deleates everything.
*Chuckles*
Its like "IM GIVING YOU A REASON TO TALK TO ME"
She is sooooooooooooooooooo
alone.
*wipes away tear*
That was for you michelle.
Anywhooooo
I can tell you about it more if u feel up to AIM
EternalieHopeful