Dec 18, 2003 17:26
TrOjAn4LiFe: hey u ok buddy?
TrOjAn4LiFe: just want to let u no
TrOjAn4LiFe: I LOVE U
nicetoknowyou712: i feel like shit... but AWW GARRETT THANK U! i love you too, thanks for caring!
CaNdIKiisSis: but r u okay?
nicetoknowyou712: no, im not. but im trying
XoLiLAnGeL213xO: I LOVE YOU KATE
nicetoknowyou712: stacy. I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!
XoLiLAnGeL213xO: woo hoo
zeidman called me today to make sure my day went well. it didnt, but thanks for everything
sean even gave me a little kiss on the cheek before school ended. everything that anyone did even a little smile, helped me :0)
i dont want to make him feel like shit. what he did was totally his decision. right now i know it feels to be feeling MORE then shit, and i dont want him to feel that.. its bad enough having me have it, shouldnt he be happy that he doesnt have to worry then more then himself right now? yes, he is an asshole for dumping me, but honestly, it was his choice. thanks to EVERYONE and i mean EVERYONE who was there for me today, you hoenstly saved me..
stacy, niki, lexi, caitlin, justin, quinn, andrew, james, caitlin currin, kristine, garrett, killian, Jenny, Alex and other people..
^^ why did i say this, the way he is acting is showing that he doesnt care.. why should i care then? it makes me weak thinking bout you, and what i should be doing is learning to make myself stronger and make myself know that i will get through this.. i will be ok. ((sooner or later))
ill get through this, right?
edit
you call me cuz "we're friends?" you call me more, now that we are friends more then you did when we went out! now i know why you are now "mr. in consistant, u havent even liked me for that long. thanks for everything, ass...