Jul 18, 2008 20:44
After hearing my mother call me a loser (which I have heard before many times), I long for the days when I was living in the van.
I need to get out, but I can’t afford rent or at least I don’t know where to find an affordable housing situation since I don’t know where I will land a job in fall - or even if I can find a job.
If I can’t find a job as a teacher this year, I am finding a different path to go down because apparently I am not fit to find a full time job as a teacher.
Right now, all I want is a full time job with benefits, not working at the Mineshaft and a place to live. But apparently I can't figure out how to do that (because I am a loser - thanks mom).
Life is overrated.