I got my old best friend back...

Oct 30, 2004 01:20

Yesterday my sister had her baby, Charleigh Ann Kahler. She's adorable. Cory and I had some trouble yesterday so I went out w/ friends to get my mind off of shit. I hung out w/ my old best friend Phillip. I really enjoyed talking like how we did 9th-11th grade. He really made me think. Today was nice. Woke up, went to class, headed straight to work after class.. worked from 11:30-5:00 orignally suppose to work 11:30-2:30 (fuck that). After that went home, broke my LONG record of not getting high and got higher than a fucking kite to get rid of stress... and smoked so much I fell asleep the whole night. Wasted away a night.. nice.

I'm OFF SUNDAY! Halloween! but who really cares about Halloween anymore. I would care if I actually had a costume and somewhere to go. I was going to be Peg Bundy (Married w/ Children) or Wilma (Flintstones). Both would've been the shit BUT we decided to have a bummed Halloween. Phil invited me to a show that his friends in but I said probably not. Not that I don't wanna go w/ him, I just can't ditch plans that I made w/ Jenni/Kasey/fuckface (:D) and myself. Cory wasn't mad that I hung out w/ Phillip. When I picked him up I was like, "I didn't hang out w/ you to reimaness (sp?) the old days, I'm over that and I need my old friend back!" I couldn't talk to Cory last night, Asian Sarah and I aren't on speaking terms and I ALWAYS bug Jenni and didn't want to burden her w/ my thoughts and problems.. so the only thing I knew to do was call the only person who ever really understood me... phillip.

We went to the beach, we were going to shoot pool but didn't, went and got icecream b/c I wanted to see Tasha but she wasn't there and than I drove back to his house and jumped on the trampoline and talked all night. Sorry I had so much ignorance to you, I never wanted to talk to you again after what happened between us, but I'm glad we overcame our childish ways and work things out to old times again. I'm glad you see the "changed" me and not the "bitch" me I once was. I told you, you changed me and my unawareness of actions I use to make.

It's late. I have homework tomorrow. Business. I'll start my paper on Seinfeld and Curb Your Enthusaism Sunday SINCE I'M MOTHER FUCKIN'OFF! haha Jenni gets her hair done Tomorrow @ 6 something. I'm excited for her. I was so nervous when I got mine done on Tues. Wish I could be there for you but I sadly have to work. BUT I'm out for the night. I have some sleep to use, while I have time. WE CHANGE OUR CLOCKS SATURDAY NIGHT! I just heard that yesterday. Later Gator
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