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I am extremely depressed right now because I have to work tomorrow for a whole 12 hours and I really don't have the mood and drive (?) to work anymore. Millenia's exceptional though. And Limewire has failed me, I don't understand and am probably too lazy to figure out why there is no internet connection or guerrilla network connection. I can't download my songs anymore, poor customers tomorrow have to listen to songs that I've been playing for two (?) weeksish. B was online just now but I just cannot bring myself to talk to him because I'm too depressed to even think about what to say.
I don't know how to and what to say by the entire speech I had to sit in and listen for fear I would tear up and submerge the entire restaurant in tears. It's just very draining. Very very draining. I totally understand the entire agenda of the speech but it's just... It's like I just cannot bring myself to apologize for something I feel I don't need to apologize. I don't want to say something and don't mean it.
Haters just love to hate.
I don't know how to and what to say by the entire speech I had to sit in and listen for fear I would tear up and submerge the entire restaurant in tears. It's just very draining. Very very draining. I totally understand the entire agenda of the speech but it's just... It's like I just cannot bring myself to apologize for something I feel I don't need to apologize. I don't want to say something and don't mean it.
Haters just love to hate.