May 16, 2006 21:14
Okkkkk,........... so it's been a while since i've updated.. and i feel like i need to. I usually havent been able to express myself to anyone really except Jordyn. I kinda have been feeling really left out at lunch, but i cant even tell the guys that because its a different story whenever i'm with just Adam or Anthony or whenever we're outta school. I just dont know what to think, i've been stabbed in the back before, and it seems like im always getting stabbed in the back. Oh well. It just gets number and number every time i get stabbed in the back. I get used to it. I am now also having contradicting thoughts on the same subject: friends. I have now realized that my best friend in the world is Brandon Corley. I freakin love that kid. I also realize every day that I fall deeper and deeper for Jordyn Kannonberg <33 I'm soooo lucky to be her b/f :] and to have her as my g/f. I cant believe school ends in 7 days!! YESS!! in my opinion, school this year has been a living HELL... its really been tough.. I hate complaining and bringing my thoughts onto the computer screen.
goodbye.
<3