that girl
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you
i think i've had enough of maryland for awhile. theres just too much going on, and not enough good is coming out of it. my friends, you've changed so much. its all popularity, and wanting to be in the scene. its disgusting and sad, theres very few of you i can say haven't, and that i still enjoy being around.
its been the same lame bullshit for the past months. dead beat jobs, too many fights, alot of friendships wasted, & a heartbreak. everyday its a battle to get up and smile. but i do it anyway. you see that picture above. what happened to that. the days when we never fought, we didnt care about being cool, and we were always happy. even if we were just sitting around at the park. now, we've gotta be drunk off our ass, fucking each other, or fighting to have fun. thats not me, & i dont remember it ever being you!
but i admit, i changed to. i used to be the free-spirit outta all of us. the one who was willing to do anything, tried everything and didnt care about trouble. always going out, wheither is be driving across state to down the street. but i've been letting you, and everyone else control me lately. & i'm done with it. i'm my own person, i don't care who you are or how much i care about you.. i'm tired of changing just to meet your standards...S0
for some time, i been thinking about moving out. to delaware w/ shannon. but i NEED to go to MICA. & i think the best way of getting there is thru lansdowne. if i do stay here, i wish everything would go back to how it was. 'cause if not i'm gone, i don't need to be popular to have fun and i know you don't either. but i guess if i do leave, bye-bye maryland.<3
Oh! Happy Birthday Davey!!