missing him

[whoopsiedoodles]

i can't help but miss him on nights like tonihgt. he was there dor me for almost an entire youea and now it's months before we talk and then weeks ager that. i miss my friend that i could go to hen things were rough. i miss the friend i could go to for a hug when i needed it, a kiss when i wanted it, a person in my bed making me feel sagfe when he was next to me., i miss the way he held me when there were no woeds to be said. i miss the flesh on flesh just laying ther next t me. i miss his laugh, confidence, self assuredness...and all the thenfs he made me feel.

i miss feeling loved.