thanksgiving.
today i made food and a lot of it. the boy i've been seeing went out with me last night and stayed for thanksgiving today. the day started off great with just the family and him, my mom and i mainly in the kitchen cooking and he at the bar watching. i felt bad cause my dad's kind of an asshole and doesnt really talk much to anyone. but.. we ate, things were good and then...
there have been some issues going on with he and i, even though we just recently started seeing one another. i guess his ex got wind that he's been out and been out with another girl so she got jealous. blah blah blah, she broke up with him now she's like oh i miss you, i love you yada yada. he was real heartbroken about it when they broke up so now he's confused as to her intentions. he knows he doesnt want to be with her but he feels like if he still has feelings for her, it's unfair to me. i understand where he's coming from and i'm not mad, we talk about everything and are really honest with one another and how we feel. that's probably why i like him so much. but it still really sucks. i cant ever seem to get away from this situation.
the entire time we were talking she was calling nonstop and texting him nonstop. he ignored her calls and showed me all the texts and was getting irritated. i was too. but what can i do? it's not my decision. we did decide to take things slow cause we are kinda moving fast. i told him he needs to figure out what the heck he wants. i'm bummed. currently he's outside arguing with her cause now at her convenience, she's demanding him to be there with her. LAME! i'm starting to wonder if this is even worth it. i feel like i was better off single than having to deal with this headache. is it right that he'd tell me that in the short amount of time he and i have been hanging out i've been everything that she could never be and always wished she could've been? i dont understand if i'm so great, what's the big deal?
can't i just find a genuine guy without ex-girlfriend issues?! apparantly not. oh well. i guess i can only hope for the best. for now i have apple pie.
there have been some issues going on with he and i, even though we just recently started seeing one another. i guess his ex got wind that he's been out and been out with another girl so she got jealous. blah blah blah, she broke up with him now she's like oh i miss you, i love you yada yada. he was real heartbroken about it when they broke up so now he's confused as to her intentions. he knows he doesnt want to be with her but he feels like if he still has feelings for her, it's unfair to me. i understand where he's coming from and i'm not mad, we talk about everything and are really honest with one another and how we feel. that's probably why i like him so much. but it still really sucks. i cant ever seem to get away from this situation.
the entire time we were talking she was calling nonstop and texting him nonstop. he ignored her calls and showed me all the texts and was getting irritated. i was too. but what can i do? it's not my decision. we did decide to take things slow cause we are kinda moving fast. i told him he needs to figure out what the heck he wants. i'm bummed. currently he's outside arguing with her cause now at her convenience, she's demanding him to be there with her. LAME! i'm starting to wonder if this is even worth it. i feel like i was better off single than having to deal with this headache. is it right that he'd tell me that in the short amount of time he and i have been hanging out i've been everything that she could never be and always wished she could've been? i dont understand if i'm so great, what's the big deal?
can't i just find a genuine guy without ex-girlfriend issues?! apparantly not. oh well. i guess i can only hope for the best. for now i have apple pie.