What a weekend
Yeah, so i guess i am going to start to write in this thing again, since at this point in time i have no one to talk to. But yeah i guess i'll tell ya about my weekend.....but first....I started going to this church for youth, it's called Four Square. Its really cool. The people are awesome and just so outgoing. Well they told us all about this concert thingy going on on friday, so a bunch of them went. This guy Brandon that i ment thre offered to take me there. So i htought that was cool, plus hes really cute..lol so yeah friday i talked to him on the phone for like and hour, then at 8:30 he picked me up. Met my mom and crap then we left. It took s freekin an hour to get there, when it is like 15 min away. it was funny. We didnt know where it was so we dorve around looking for it. It was interesting. Anyways we got there...lala Hannah, Kristina, Britny,Tyson,Luke,Kevin.....ya they were all there and it was cool to get to hang out and get to know them all. There was this jump house...omg it was so much fin watching the guys turn it over...This guy Chris adn his band played..they're awesome....but there were other bands too...they were lame. ha so yeah ...it was really cool. Brandons really sweet and i like him a lot. not like in anyway specail..i just like him. But yeah Saturday i woke up at 7 becasue i was going to hte beach..and i had only gotten like 5 hours of sleep or something so i was tired. The beach was cold so i didnt enjoy it that much, but it was nice to get away...From MODESTO!!!!!!! eeek! i stayed there untill Sunday so that was my weekend. ha. And i'm like sick-ish....so i dint have a bvery good day to day. Poeple were getting on my nerves..mostly kaitlyn...like always....Frenchh made me laugh...like always...Its coool going to this new church adn everything...i met a lot of new people...Tyson he goes there and is in my french class so i talk to him now. Hes so funny. Kevin! he cracks me up! he is wild adn has so much energy. I love that kid. I want o hang out wiht brandon more...but i feel so stupid around him now. I guess he thinks i'm a bad girl or soemthing. He knows that i used to "party" or whatever...and only god knows what else he heard about me...i hate that. people totally turn things around.....they hear one thing and make it into another. A lot of people think im just this big slut and i do drugs and drink. I am so sick of it. I just made some mistakes and they arnt even as bad as what a lot of other girls are doing. they just hear it the wrong way. Im so sick of drinking and hanging out with thoes people. i got in to much trouble. i want to have a good life and not have to hide what i do from people. Im going to church more and i dont participate in thoes activities anymore..adn i want people to know im not a bad girl. Like now brandon probably has this bad impression of me and wont want anything to do with me. Hes never drank or anything so he probably thinks im horrible..i hate it. i guess thats what i get..huh? well. i dont know...my mom wants me to find new firneds but its so hard..i mean i have other friends than just kailtyn adn shannon, but its weird to just start hanging around them and their friends....u know? like i want to hang out with hannah and britany or christina ....i just need good friends who are good kids and are chritians. so yeah ...ha....well i better go do some homework....