...I think I understand why I...goddamit. I remember him again...I wouldn't ever forget him willing, but..fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I don't deserve to call myself his brother...
[Screened to Edward//Unhackable]whoneeds_milkOctober 17 2007, 07:56:31 UTC
You think I don't know that?! Of course I know I'm a sick, twisted bastard who doesn't deserve to live, much less call Alphonse "brother". Fuck, why do you think I did what I did, huh? I made a wish that I wouldn't l-love Al and I paid with my memories of him. But that was only because death is out of my reach...
...but Al...seemed so fucking hurt afterwards. I...I really screwed him up, in more ways than one...
[Screened to Edward//Unhackable]whoneeds_milkOctober 17 2007, 08:17:59 UTC
I told you, I'm fucking telling you there's no way in fucking Heaven or Earth I even remotely deserve to breath the same air as him. Hell's the only place for me...
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[ooc- strikes to hide the shame, but legible enough to understand]
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...but Al...seemed so fucking hurt afterwards. I...I really screwed him up, in more ways than one...
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