New Arrivals
So, it looks like I have two roommates now. Haven't met them yet; I seem to miss them everytime I'm in the room. Odd.
On another note, Mustang's here, only he's two years behind Al and me. There's...something off about him (and not just the cryptic way he kept suggesting there were more differences than we think). Well, I suppose I'll be running into him sometime- I do believe he and Al were discussing meeting up at some point.
A few days ago I learned that Envy's here, right across the hall from me, in fact. Thankfully, I have yet to run into him, and it doesn't seem that he knows I'm here yet, or I'm sure he'd be over here immediately to kill me, most likely. I wonder what time he's from, and what could possibly have changed in regards to him.
...at the same time, I really don't want to find out.
I wonder who'll be next from Amestris, or possibly Germany. Part of me hopes to see Alfons here, or Winry, or Noa. But I don't really want them here- it's enough that Al will have to go through this; I don't wish it on anyone else.
Speaking of Al, to say that I've been avoiding him lately...well, it's true. I'm just too much of a coward, I guess, to tell him that I don't think we should be together like this. It's not natural for brothers to have sex. To be in love like this. But everytime I see him (which hasn't been often, on purpose), I can't tell him. I can't hurt him like that, with him kissing me sweetly, telling me he loves me, and seeing how happy he thinks he is. I wish...I wish he could see that being with me won't make him happy in the end. I wish I could tell him that we have to end this. I wish he weren't so happy with me, with this sin. I wish...
...That's right. There was that girl, the other day, who said she grants wishes. I wonder if I could find her again...
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On another note, Mustang's here, only he's two years behind Al and me. There's...something off about him (and not just the cryptic way he kept suggesting there were more differences than we think). Well, I suppose I'll be running into him sometime- I do believe he and Al were discussing meeting up at some point.
A few days ago I learned that Envy's here, right across the hall from me, in fact. Thankfully, I have yet to run into him, and it doesn't seem that he knows I'm here yet, or I'm sure he'd be over here immediately to kill me, most likely. I wonder what time he's from, and what could possibly have changed in regards to him.
...at the same time, I really don't want to find out.
I wonder who'll be next from Amestris, or possibly Germany. Part of me hopes to see Alfons here, or Winry, or Noa. But I don't really want them here- it's enough that Al will have to go through this; I don't wish it on anyone else.
Speaking of Al, to say that I've been avoiding him lately...well, it's true. I'm just too much of a coward, I guess, to tell him that I don't think we should be together like this. It's not natural for brothers to have sex. To be in love like this. But everytime I see him (which hasn't been often, on purpose), I can't tell him. I can't hurt him like that, with him kissing me sweetly, telling me he loves me, and seeing how happy he thinks he is. I wish...I wish he could see that being with me won't make him happy in the end. I wish I could tell him that we have to end this. I wish he weren't so happy with me, with this sin. I wish...
...That's right. There was that girl, the other day, who said she grants wishes. I wonder if I could find her again...
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