Apr 21, 2005 22:43
I had the greatest Play experience ever last night! Thank you Bradon G. and MOODLE. So so so so much fun. Say no to mexico.
I feel more like myself with short hair, which is odd because my hair is historically long, but with short hair, i feel more out-there, like i can't hide my face and this is my hair, i can't pull it back. i like it! plus, i feel less like an actress. i hate feeling like an actress. i want to be heidi marie all the time, until i'm actually playing someone else. i don't want to die thinking nobody knew the real me. i want to be like cnn updating people, who give a fuck, on all the new events going on in me and to me, blahahbalah. like anna, i hate it when people put up fronts. it's bullshit. i see through it. this is what gives me the fab gaydar i spose.
-So says the girl who got in the car accident.
Currently, I am doing anything and everything I can to avoid doing homework. Blah, blah. I'm done with school. Time to make good my end-of-year conquests.
Studio 54/Boogie Nights party. My place. April 27th. Wednesday. Dress to impress! Do a line of coke, and the hustle! Night fevah, night fevah-ah-ah. We are going all out for this one. I'm talkin scenery yall. We've got a scenic and lighting designer, and all of the furniture is being moved out. WHOOOP WHOOP!!
Also, thank you for being a friend. I am so lucky to have the friends and social life that I do. I used to truly feel like a loner at heart, and sometimes I still do but I love you people and I love that I have people to call and places to go. Bless you all.
Heidi