Jun 11, 2009 00:24
So I think I'm going to be bored in Indi instead of having fun before basic. I'm not sure what i was thinking exactly...i should have known i'd be sitting home alone/with carolyn for a month doing nothing. I feel like staying here would be so much more fun. I have friends, beach, pool, car, condo, boys, money....ugh. There i have family...and that's it. I mean i want to see them...but i don't want to sit on my ass for a month when i could be having fun with friends here. but i guess it's too late...
maybe i'm just being retarded.
probably.
ugh.
If you know what I mean, so just shut up, Haley