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okay so I havent posted in sixteen weeks.
Bad me.
I'm just curious as to know WHY I hold sway over guys.
Not that I'm talking down about myself, but how could I have not one but two guys that are vie-ing for my attention?
There is my best friend who has had a crush on me for years. I joke with him that I have him so pussy whipped that I could get him to do just about anything and he'd do it. Which is true. Dont think that I don't enjoy that power.
Then there is the boy that I've kind of been seeing for the last three/four weeks or so.
He was starting to move a little fast than I would have liked and I told him that if he didnt stop it, I was going to get pissed.
He drove out here (which is a 20 minute drive) just to make sure that everything was cool between us.
Now, he may be just after a piece of ass (which he is not getting!) but I dunno, I think he would have given up on me if thats all he was after.
I mean eventually, if things work out, yeah I will probably do that, I'm just not ready right now.
Bad me.
I'm just curious as to know WHY I hold sway over guys.
Not that I'm talking down about myself, but how could I have not one but two guys that are vie-ing for my attention?
There is my best friend who has had a crush on me for years. I joke with him that I have him so pussy whipped that I could get him to do just about anything and he'd do it. Which is true. Dont think that I don't enjoy that power.
Then there is the boy that I've kind of been seeing for the last three/four weeks or so.
He was starting to move a little fast than I would have liked and I told him that if he didnt stop it, I was going to get pissed.
He drove out here (which is a 20 minute drive) just to make sure that everything was cool between us.
Now, he may be just after a piece of ass (which he is not getting!) but I dunno, I think he would have given up on me if thats all he was after.
I mean eventually, if things work out, yeah I will probably do that, I'm just not ready right now.