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i understand that you were just trying to help me, but, whats the point of finishing when you know your not gonna graduate? there is definately no point to it at all... im sorry if i made you mad, but when people keep telling me to go, i just get frustrated because the way i see it is, even if i go i still failed anyhow and i wont get to walk anyway, so i say fuck it i might as well come to terms with my failure and stupidity sometime, why not now? now seems to be a good time to do it... so i guess i can "fuck off" with my attitude then...
wow, i really dont feel good today... it might have been something i ate yesterday im not sure... i just feel all congested and my tummy hurts and junk... hopefully its just allergies that im feelin and not anything else.. i dont think im ready for that yet...well im gonna get going and go lay my sick ass on the bed and sleep for awhile..