"Our character is what we do when we think no one is looking."
“I think I’ve figured you out.” he said. “Everytime I see you, you’re so confident, so calm, cool, and collected. You’re a box sealed tight, with a beautiful picture delicately painted on the outside. It's not the outside of the box that’s confusing. It’s the inside. It’s difficult to see, but there is an inside of the box. There are emotions and feelings most people don’t see. You hide them. You speak with the wisdom of one who’s been through much, who knows profound experience, but yet keeps the past only as a token around her neck. I feel the cold outer skin of an empty being, no substance. And so I ask myself why am I so intrigued, if you’re just an empty shell? Why do I find myself thinking of you everyday? What is it that draws me in? And I realize, I know the answer. Its that truth that seeps out during little moments. Opposite of you’re self-confident outer image, there is a vulnerability that you can’t contain all the time. I see it when you laugh; I see it in your eyes. I see behind your eyes, feelings that are desperately striving to get out. They hide themselves when you talk, but when you laugh, that empty laugh hints at truth. You’ve shut the world out and I don’t know why. I pick up clues. I see the effects. But why do you do this? I don’t know. I feel the struggle of something but I don’t know what it is.”
Rooney - I'm Shakin'
I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal
To be normal
And I've forgotten what food tastes like
The way it tastes right
The taste buds taste right
Well I wake up in so much spit and sweat
It is not normal
What is normal
I go to bed
When I wake up
After cleaning all
All the spit and sweat
Now I'm now I'm sh sh shakin' sh shakin' I'm
Sh sh shakin' sh shakin' now
I tossed and turned all night
Cause I, cause I was looking for, for an ending
This was so because, because I watched all day
The "Neverending story" with Atreyu
The next day came but not a beam of light
Because the blinds were shut
sh sh sh shut so tight
I fell out of bed laced in spit and sweat
It made me very cold
Now I'm now I'm sh sh shakin' sh shakin'
I'm sh sh shakin' sh shakin' now
I'm supposed to feel better
This nightmare supposed to end
I am holding on
I'm shakin' now