Sep 10, 2005 00:53
Life’s been great. Things are really getting on track with me. I mean, there of course are things that I don’t like, but theres ways to look past that. Nothing can be perfect, that’s just not life. But happiness in my mind is the ability to look past the unfortunate things and look at the positive. There’s many negative things going on in my life, mainly is the absence of Chloe from my life. That and he fact that I personally made the decision to lose my other best friend. I love this guy to death, and I’ve tried to be behind him in almost everything he does, but that’s not enough. I recently found out that he hasn’t fully trusted me in months. Almost a year. And I’m sorry but that’s not good enough for me. Knowing, or thinking that one person actually fully trusted me has gotten me through a lot, but now that’s gone. You’ve lied to me. But I’ve tried to forgive it. You’ve went around telling people shit that I beg you to be quiet about, and you always say “oh it wasn’t important” who the fuck are you to judge me on being untrustworthy? I have never been so hurt /offended/ upset by you than I am now. I really and truly hope you have fun with your new friends. Maybe you’ll be able to trust them.
We're done.