You said you'd always be here.... Well, where the fuck are you now?
This is going to be me rambling. Meaning, Anthony, EJ, dont read it, cause you dont care .
I've never been so depressed yet so happy with my life. I look at all the things I've lost and all the things i am unhappy with. But I've grown up. I can look past them. See the good things. I lost my best friend, obviously. I guess that was her desicion, but hey... whatever. I didnt do anything wrong.
I've got the most amazing friends ever. I'm still lacking a best friend. Someone that i can trust and can trust me back. And considers me a best friend, but for now I'll have to deal with it. I have anthony ignoring me for a month, but whatever. I've done so much for him and if he chooses to hate me, then he can go right ahead. I work, I enjoy it, everything is going well. I've got a class with Alys Anthony and Keenana but i need to grow up and deal with it cause there's nothing else for me to do.
I love life, i hope you guys do to.
How is everyone?
I've never been so depressed yet so happy with my life. I look at all the things I've lost and all the things i am unhappy with. But I've grown up. I can look past them. See the good things. I lost my best friend, obviously. I guess that was her desicion, but hey... whatever. I didnt do anything wrong.
I've got the most amazing friends ever. I'm still lacking a best friend. Someone that i can trust and can trust me back. And considers me a best friend, but for now I'll have to deal with it. I have anthony ignoring me for a month, but whatever. I've done so much for him and if he chooses to hate me, then he can go right ahead. I work, I enjoy it, everything is going well. I've got a class with Alys Anthony and Keenana but i need to grow up and deal with it cause there's nothing else for me to do.
I love life, i hope you guys do to.
How is everyone?