Aug 16, 2005 01:35
Here is my last week and a half:
Friday: Neil's birthday party. It was a lot of fun, and it was great to see some friends that I hadn’t seen in quiet a while. Nice to hang out with Dena too.
Saturday & Sunday: I don’t quiet remember....
Monday: Alex came into town-- didn’t see him though
Tuesday: One of my best friends Birthday. Chloe was 16!!! Hahah, she came down here at like six. And we went to JB's at like 7:30. Alex, Nick, Waldo, Derek, Patrick were there. Killoran, Danielle, and some others (like 20) showed up later. It was nice getting to see Alex again. But anyways, the manager yelled at me Alex Danielle Killoran and Waldo, so fuck him. Then the 5 of us went back to Derek’s to play pool. But then the god damned "President of the association" yelled at us. It was actually pretty funny cause Danielle wouldn’t shut up. :-) hahah. Then Chloe and Cristal and Derek came by. We hung out. And I went home at like... 12:30. I finally proved to myself that I have no attraction to Alex anymore, like what so ever. I consider him a really good friend, but nothing more. I don’t care if anyone else believes me, but I know the truth and that’s all that matters. Chloe spent the night. It was nice to spend time with her again.
Wednesday: Monica's 16th birthday. Chloe got her braces off. We went with her dad. Got her retainer. Me, Derek, Nick, Alex, Chloe, and Monica Went to Desert Ridge. Saw War of the Worlds. Alex tried to sleep on Monica and me. Ummmmm Jillian Brody was at the theatre. We went to Monica’s--spent the night. Monica's pretty cool. Didn’t talk to Chloe much, she wasn’t feeling well and went to sleep early :-( hopefully she felt better though
Thursday: left for work. Worked. Saw Alex and Nick talked to them for 25 minutes Crashed at home. Slept.
Friday: -thinks- Ohhh yeah. So this took a week of planning. But me and Brittani had this huge master plan, and we pulled it off. Me and Alex and Brit went to the mall to see the Skeleton Key. I loved the movie, they hated it. Then we went to Brit's to drop off a grill and then to Brit's grandmas' to get money. At 6:30 I made a reservation for 8 people at Olive Garden. So Anthony, Liz, Kenny, Derek, and Nick all showed up at olive garden while the 3 of us were driving around. So we get to olive garden (and Alex tried to get a table) but we like yelled at him. So then we walked back to where all his friends were waiting and BOOM. Alex saw everyone... and kind of stood there in shock. His face was priceless. It was adorable, and im so glad it made him so happy. We went to darks and swam afterwards. Also we played poker. It was so calm. No drama no nothing. It was really nice. Went home at like 12:30 again. Hahahah my mom thought I was in Sedona. Alex and nick came by at like 2. We stayed outside and talked and watched the stars. Nick is very knowledgeable about stars. I ummmmm learned how to drive. Heheheh, they left at 5 am
Saturday: Stood Jeff up... ooppsss. I feel bad. But then Alex and Brit went to dinner. And then at like 7:30 ish we decided to go to laser tag at fiddlesticks. Casey came to pick me up. So it was me Alex Casey Brittani Brianna and Kenny. Casey drives a 01 mustang GT and is a model. We played laser tag, and the yellow team kicked ass both times. Just cause me and brit and bri were on it. HAHA. Brittani took a dive during the game, and Casey’s a dick. And the little psycho girl that chased everyone. Ohh yeah did I mention Casey drives a 01 mustang GT and is a model. And so we hung out there. . Talked and oh yeah Casey drives a 01 mustang GT and is a model. Hmmmmm. So we ditched him. Kenny and Alex walked "home" and Casey took the three of us home in his 2001 mustang Gt. He tried to kill us by fucking practicing his road rage skills. Shah yeah and he's a model. So he took us to brits and told me and brianna that ONCE again, he's a model. Ohh yeah and that his head lights cost him 50 bucks. So he left and we went and picked up the guys and went back to dennys. Hung out there. Went to the complex. Hung out with Neil and EJ. I got grounded. Wnet home at about 2 thirty. At about 4 Alex Ej Neil and Kenny came by. We hung out till about 7:30.. that was pretty cool too. (had to sneak in)
Sunday: It was my sister's birthday. Brittani and Alex were gonna come over to watch the notebook... Derek came too. The notebook didnt work. So we hung at my house till about 10. Then Ashlie came by. Hung with her. Brit left at midnight. Alex and Derek went with her. I went with Ashlie to Albertson’s and to pick up some random 20 year old from Circle K. Went back to my house. Talked. Chilled. Went outside.. talked chilled. Gave Alex a four sided picture frame. With pictures i took during the week. Gave him some doubles. Hopefully he liked it. Who knows? Seemed like he did. He gave me his DW hat.... cause he knew i liked it. God im a loser.. i like a hat. Hahahah.
Alex left. Same thing happened as last time. I was fine up until the point where he gave me a hug and said he'd miss me like last time. Then i got sad and like wanted to cry... well. I did. God im a loser. i hate losing friends... even temporarily.
Supposedly i lost Chloe as a friend too. She’s mad at me and refusing to talk to me. I don’t know what I did. I did everything i could to make her birthday great. Its not my fault other people fucked it up. Whatever. I guess it's up to her if she wants to end our friendship. She’s like the best friend I’ve ever had.
Dena's mad at me for some reason. I want to be her friend. Hell she was one of the few people iw anted to hang out with this week (the last week of summer) her Neil Brittani and.... there was one other person i dont remeber who though. I hope she can forgive me for whatever i did... and realize that I'm trying to change.
Neil, I'm sorry for everything. you are nothing but a great friend to me and i never want to lose you.
To everyone else, I'm sorry for ignoring you all, all week. and for any drama that’s been going on. I hope it all works out. I'm sorry.