Jun 08, 2005 23:55
OKAY SO FIRST OFF
EVERY ONE ON MY Bl NEEDS TO READ THIS...
I've been going through alot of shit in my life. But ya know what? Hatred is a pointless thing. As much as you guys love commenting on other people's entries telling them to die. And no matter how much joy you guys all take in this.. lets just grow up. I thought about alot of things tonight.. and im ready to make a new 11statements. Leave your comments as to who is who.
1) You are my best friend. Things have been rough lately...but you're still there. Are for that i thank you. Sometimes i wish things didnt have to be like this (well all the time) but right now i can't control it. Later this summer.... I'm going to go get tested for a couple of things. I'll update you on that whenever i find out the results. And we ARE going to hang
2) Another new friend. I think you're awesome. To an extent. You're a great person to talk to, and i'm glad i met you. I'm surprised we get along... but it's rather cool. You're dating my best friend... So dont fuckin' hurt her : ) Nah, you wouldnt do that you're a sweetheart. But take care. thanks for forgiving me so much this summer.
3) New friend #2. Hey, been hanging out with you lately. It's DAMN surpring. YOu get annoyed alot but you're pretty cool to talk to. Thanks for picking me up all those times.... we have to do it more. : ( ahahahah. Sorry if i talk about ****'s dic *yes i spelled it right* too much
4) wow... mine and your friendship goes up and down alot doesnt it. We met... becaome great friends... saved each others lifes to an extent... you fucked my best friend...hated each other...made up..hated...made up..hated....ect ect ect and now..... we talk quite often. played music on the phone... cant believe you didnt get led zepplin.. bitch. :) lol well take care. if ya ever need anything, you've got my number.
5)You...you..you..little freshman.... OH WAIT.... your not one anymore! Hey.. we've had our really rough moments,...but i think we're chill now. it was nice hanging out with you that one night... it was fun. You'll get through all the touch shit going on in your life right now. If you ever need anything..call me :)
6) Hey.... I dont agree with things you do with people while they have a gf.. even if it is just messing around. I think it was a little out of place. Aside from that.. we've been aiight off an on this year. Last year was better. Take care.. peace... have a good summer.
7)hey girl! We were tight last year..thigns kinda fell apart, but i think we did okay putting th peices back togetehr this year. Thanks for helping me go shopping for two special people. : ) We'v got to hang this summer. So,much love... call me if u need to talk...
8) I dont know what is up with you..we havent talked... so u wont know who this is about....so...sarah...give me a call : )
THESE LAST THREE Will b surprsing.: /
9) I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE YOU. I tried to fix things with you. I wanted to get along. I wanted you in my life. But you go and fuck it up. You have no right to say anythign that you said today. She was your ex girlfriend...and we all know you still have fucking feelings for her and are saying them out of resetn. Yes, me and chloe are having our own little long running fights..and its killing me. But it's my battle to fight. I dont know what started todays little outbreak..but it was WAYYYY out of line. You dont want to be friends with me? Is that it? Well... If i did, what you did today, to your best friend.... so like dave.. you would have lost alot of respect for me too. I dont hate you. I just cant deal with you right now. I cant believe you made her cry. I cant believe you said that. Unless you can tell me you had a reason for this...which im not seeing... i dont want to talk to you for a while...till i calm down
10) You.....you....you. You got into a matter that was NONE of YOUR business. The person involved has done absoluelty nothing to you (to my knowledge.. if anything was done please correct me) You shouldnt have gotten into this to begin with. I know you were trying to stand up for one of your best friends, neil, but still... dont get into shit thats not your business. If i wold say this shit about ashlee..... you'd be pissed. If i made ashlee cry... you'd be mad. I am sorry but my respect for you went WAYYYYY DOWN and you need to realize that. Unless you can tell me you had a reason for this...which im not seeing... i dont want to talk to you for a while...till i calm down
11) last and the least expected. I dont hate you. I regret the things i have said about you. I need to grow up and stop acting like a fucking two year old. I have been horribly immature and for that i apologize. I dont like some of your actions. I dont like how you hurt liz...or how u throw up everything you eat. But it shouldnt make me be a bitch. I hope you can forgive me for the things i have done
so yeah. im kinda mad at a couple people.. but i would greatly hope that the drama ALL goes away soon... please?
GUESS WHO IS WHO
<3333 Kayla