Life’s a bitch and then we die….. Dieing doesn’t sound like such a bad thing right now.
I just found my cel…
That makes me feel all better…
I had to blow off chloe today.
I feel horrible.
It wasn’t intentional. But I wish I could have done something.
I hate disappointing her. I hate it with the biggest passion
But that seems like all I have been doing lately.
I don’t do it on purpose, and once it happens, I feel like the worst person alive.
I leftwork last night early. At like 9:30 cause I ate dinner at 6 and after that I fely horrible.
As soon as I got home, I threw up. And was nauseous as fuck. I was online till like 1 or somethine and then I lied down. Then Derek and ash had to give me shit, making me feel worse. Cause I cancelled on them
I was up half the night throwing up. I know you’re not going to believe me. Ask my parents though. I went to sleep at like 7. And I slept In the bathtub.
My cell was on silent in my room and there’s no house phone in the bathroom.
I would have answered… if I was awake. No one told me that you called. No one. I didn’t have an alarm clock in there. I feel absolutely horrible.
I know that I won’t be asked to hang out with you anymore.
I know that your mom probably wants to kill me right now.
I know that I fucked up
And there is nothing I can do about it.
That makes me feel all better…
I had to blow off chloe today.
I feel horrible.
It wasn’t intentional. But I wish I could have done something.
I hate disappointing her. I hate it with the biggest passion
But that seems like all I have been doing lately.
I don’t do it on purpose, and once it happens, I feel like the worst person alive.
I leftwork last night early. At like 9:30 cause I ate dinner at 6 and after that I fely horrible.
As soon as I got home, I threw up. And was nauseous as fuck. I was online till like 1 or somethine and then I lied down. Then Derek and ash had to give me shit, making me feel worse. Cause I cancelled on them
I was up half the night throwing up. I know you’re not going to believe me. Ask my parents though. I went to sleep at like 7. And I slept In the bathtub.
My cell was on silent in my room and there’s no house phone in the bathroom.
I would have answered… if I was awake. No one told me that you called. No one. I didn’t have an alarm clock in there. I feel absolutely horrible.
I know that I won’t be asked to hang out with you anymore.
I know that your mom probably wants to kill me right now.
I know that I fucked up
And there is nothing I can do about it.