I has the phone in the car, casue you called me, remeber? Then i put my phone down, to put my shoes and socks on. I put it in the cup holder. Then my mom stopped at mcdonalds to get me a soda and i moved the phone to the dashboard at which point i totally forgot it. I walked into work and then realized my phone was not in my car. My mom had it. She then went to the 99 cent store and bought some shit. Then she put the phone into a bag, and left it by the front door for me to get when i get home. So in a shortened sense, I DID leave it at home. if i would have talked to you for longer than 20 seconds in the last two days, i would have told you this.
I didnt say it was YOUR fault. It was NObodies fault. We both had our own things going on, and things just didnt seem to work out. I did not mean to disregard anything you said. I never mean to. I've had my mind on my own things lately. I don't mean to put my issues above hanging out with you, but sometimes it happens. i didn't try and make you feel offended by this entry. I don't try to offend you. I don't try and make you feel bad. I NEVER do that shit to you. So whatever. You TELL me time-after-time to tell YOU whats on my mind, before i tell anyone else. Well, I havent HAD a chance to talk to you and i needed to get this off my chest. So sorry if this was the wrong approach of talking to you. Atleast i know you would read it this way.
Oh yeah. You haveing a life is just killing me. Bull shit. That's not true and you fucking know it. If you called me on my cell or house, my cell must have been off and my mom must have deleted all the messages and caller id of you ever calling cause the only record i have of you at all is at 8:15 about the Reds. Thats the ONLY reason i was upset to begin with, was the fact of you not calling at ALL. But LATER last night AFTER this entry was posted you told me that you DID call. So things kinda changed in my mind.
I has the phone in the car, casue you called me, remeber? Then i put my phone down, to put my shoes and socks on. I put it in the cup holder. Then my mom stopped at mcdonalds to get me a soda and i moved the phone to the dashboard at which point i totally forgot it. I walked into work and then realized my phone was not in my car. My mom had it. She then went to the 99 cent store and bought some shit. Then she put the phone into a bag, and left it by the front door for me to get when i get home. So in a shortened sense, I DID leave it at home. if i would have talked to you for longer than 20 seconds in the last two days, i would have told you this.
I didnt say it was YOUR fault. It was NObodies fault. We both had our own things going on, and things just didnt seem to work out. I did not mean to disregard anything you said. I never mean to. I've had my mind on my own things lately. I don't mean to put my issues above hanging out with you, but sometimes it happens. i didn't try and make you feel offended by this entry. I don't try to offend you. I don't try and make you feel bad. I NEVER do that shit to you. So whatever. You TELL me time-after-time to tell YOU whats on my mind, before i tell anyone else. Well, I havent HAD a chance to talk to you and i needed to get this off my chest. So sorry if this was the wrong approach of talking to you. Atleast i know you would read it this way.
Oh yeah. You haveing a life is just killing me. Bull shit. That's not true and you fucking know it. If you called me on my cell or house, my cell must have been off and my mom must have deleted all the messages and caller id of you ever calling cause the only record i have of you at all is at 8:15 about the Reds. Thats the ONLY reason i was upset to begin with, was the fact of you not calling at ALL. But LATER last night AFTER this entry was posted you told me that you DID call. So things kinda changed in my mind.
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