Apr 11, 2005 00:02
UGHH
Sometimes, life never seems to go right. Things never work out. A certain aspect of someone, peronality, appearance, sence of humor, or friends, can prevent that person from progressing in another aspect of their lifes. Things will never work out for some people. Being positive can only last so long.
Neil, maybe you were right. Maybe i have changed. I cant believe i heard the same words coming from you AND liz on the same day. I dont feel that i have changed, because of chloe. Anything that has changed me, has bettered me, and i think i changed myself. The -lack- of morals thing, has nothing to do with chloe. Thats something that i realized, and changed on my own. If anyone has a problem with that, they can fuck off. My opinions on things are my opinions. If my opinions agree with chloe, then they agree with chloe. It isn't a forced thing. its not like Chloe: "my favorite color is green" (or whatever) Me:"SO IS MINE" I dont change my opinoin, to agree with hers. When you're wrong, you're wrong. When I'm wrong, I'm wrong. me and chloe are kinda on the same wavelength... we can finish each others sentences sometimes. It's rather scary. Me and Liz used to be like that. We used to have alot in common, then we both changed. I wish it could go back to that, but i don't know if it can. I dont end friendships, they end on me. I try to hold them. I'd do anything to hold them. Usually, its my fault though. I annoy the other person. Or i piss them off, and then the friendship goes away. I dont like it, but it's true.
I'll never be able to hold a relationship at this point in my life. I would love to, but there's no guy alive that will actually WANT to be in a relationship with me. The only time i even get any "action" is when the guy is drunk... Haahh do you wonder why i hang out with drunk guys so often? Hahaha, so you GUYS, any of you planning on getting drunk soon?
:::This was my myspace entry for anyone who didnt see it:::
Six Strings Short it an awesome fucking bad. They've got talent. You can't tell it THAT well, on the recordings, cause they suck (no offense). They've got an awesome fucking bassist, with a great stage prescense and an awesome voice, and who has an awesome talent as a drummer. A singer that holds a remarkable resemblence to Kurt's screaming voice. A drummer, than can work with whatever is given him. Whether it be an impromptu peice or just "rockin" out, he covers that shit. And for a drummer, he's pretty fucking good with a bass. And the guitarist, who plays some of the most amazing riffs, and has an awesome voice God i could go on about this band forver. Hhahah, not to mention, They are all fucking hot. :-)
They've got a show on April 26 and May 15. So You better be there!
Life's been interseting. It sucks when your striving for a goal, that is completely and totally unretainable. When something is too good to be true, and it is. It's perfect in everyway, but its something that will never be captures or retained. Life is a mystery, you never know what's coming but sometimes you just know.... things won't get better.
Sometimes things in life make you realize things about people. Tonight's been odd. I would like to start up friendships with some juniors/seniors, but idk. It seems like they dont' want to hang out anymore, which will make having friendships difficult. One might have plans, and the other gets "bored" Uhhh. They are are really cool guys... Could be good friends.