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[whoisthis8815]

Today sucked. You guys no why. Im sorry. This is all screwed up. Well..Anthony im sorry for being such a bad friend. And i cant think about this shit anymore. immma go lay down. But feel better you guys. Anthony read my llast post(the comments) ummmm ur ditching 3rd hour tommorow

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[stormfront5000]

Your not a bad friend and you weren't a bad friend. Liz told you something and since she's a friend of yours and you had to promise not to tell me I don't hold it against you for not telling me. I already knew I just wanted to know for sure but Devin fixed that. So yeah, I am at home right now and I have a major hang over so I don't think it would a good time to go to school. I think I'm better off now I got like 5 hours of sleep. I'm good. I think I'm going to right some music and see what I can come up with so I've got stuff for when Jeff and I start practicing again. You were right, she was an experience and I just got attached too easily. I lied to myself when I knew from the beginning that it wasn't going to work out. I'm still moving though. She's not a bad person, I just was expecting to much of a relationship. She should be free for the summer, she would be bored hanging out with me during the summer but atleast now I can hang out with friends. I think what I was upset about is the fact that when I was going out with her I lost a shitload of my friends but I am not so upset anymore cause I'm friends with most of them again. They did care the whole time and I didn't listen because I didn't want to believe it. I need to stop lying to myself, it makes things worse. Oh well, have a good day at school and I'll talk to you tonight. I am going to go play guitar and be depressed now. Old depressed guitar playing Anthony. I guess people do like me better when I'm not happy. They don't like the dact I'm not happy, they just like the way I act when I'm not. Well, I hope Senior year in Seattle will turn out better than this year.

[whoisthis8815]

IT was an experience. It was a good one for a while. Things change. You had fun and that's all that should matter. We did care. All of us. Although i may have seemed like i was always supporting you and Liz, you probably know i wasnt. I love liz as a friend. Im not going to talk shit about her. But i did always think that you wouldnt last. Nothing against liz, nothing At all. She just cant hold a relationship right now in my eyes cuz i think she's still hooked on Jake. She still loves him. I tried to be there for you, when the rest of your friends were trying to tell you. I tried to subtly tell you, while still staying on your good side. I don’t know if that makes sense, but I just didn’t want you to be mad @ me, but I did try to help, as everyone did. Anthony, people met you as being guitar Anthony, quiet Anthony, slightly depressed Anthony. When you changed, it was a surprise. I liked you being happy. But your true friends will be there no matter what mood you are in at the moment. They don’t like you more when you’re hurt. They are just showing that they care more now. They are makng it more apparent. They cared the same when you were happy. This may have been the best year of your life. I don’t know. You made a lot of friends. Alto of friends that care for you. You are staying in Arizona, no matter what. We don’t want to lose you. You are a great friend. A great person over all. We don’t want to lose you. Well, I hope Senior year in Scottsdale will turn out better than this year. Anthony, this was one of the best years of my life. One of the reasons was the great friends I made. One of the great friends I made were you.