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[whoisthis8815]

I'm sorry. Fuck this. Whenever i talk...I make make people feel bad or depressed. Thats fucked . Whatever im done. I just won't talk. The one person i could ever talk to...Isn't there anymore. I guess. It's not really a choice of mine. It was his. He made it, i guess. Well...I dont know anything anymore. Whatever. I dont know who my friends are. If

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[whoisthis8815]

I'm sorry. I'm not trying to be annoying. I was trying to be honest. Brandon understood. I just wanted to know what u though. That is why i said if u wanted to remain friends, you could say. We need to talk. The only time we can talk is online, or third hour or after school after liz leave. All you have to do is try. Im sorry for being annoying. i dont make excuses. i didnt want to go last weekend bcuz if you remember, i said i wasnt going to try talking to you anymore(in the note on friday) You had chosen not to talk anymore so i chose not to try to talk to you anymore. It's not something ialways do. I've always considered you one of my friedns. You were one of my best friedns too. i always trusted you, but like then whenEVER i tell you ANYTHING i always heard it come back to me. Granted there are those secrets that you havent told and for that i am thankful. But little things. I hear it back from liz. Granted that won't be a problem anymore. But still. See, I have an issue, i take most things litterally. When you act like an asshole about the counselor, i thought you were honestly mad. Once i was put in that position i can see why you would have been. It makes sense. i am a paranois person and i guess i always will be. Its not something i choose. i think im so scared of losing you as a friend i over react. i dont know. It would be great to hang out with you and neil or whoever. Even Monopoly. Just hanging out. Hopefully we'll do that sometime this summer. =(. I hope things work out for you. I honestly do. And i hope this can be fixed, or whatever. ttyl?