"It's my prayer to be Human again"

[whoisthatgerl]

"Is this home?
Is this where I should learn to be happy?
Never dreamed
That a home could be dark and cold
I was told
Every day in my childhood
Even as we grow old
Home will be where the heart is
Never were words so true
My heart's far, far away
Home is too
My heart's far, far away
Home's a lie

Oh but then
As my life has been altered once
It can change again
Build higher walls around me
Change every lock and key
Nothing lasts
Nothings holds
All of me "

"How long must this go on
this cruel trick of fate
i simply made one carless wrong decision

hated
is there no one
who can show me
How to win the worlds forgivness"

"And in my twisted face
there's not the slightest trace
of anything that even hints at kindess
and from my tortured shape
no comfot no excape
I see but deep within is utter blindness

HOPLESS
as my dreams die
as the time flies
love a lost illusion
helpless
unforgiven
cold and driven
to this sad conclusion

No beauty could move me
no goodness improve me
no power on earth....
no passion could reach me
no lesson could teach me....

long ago I should have seen
all the things I could have been
Careless and unthinking I moved onward

NO pain could me deeper
NO life could be cheeper
NO POINT ANYMORE...
No spirt could win me
NO HOPE LEFT WITHIN ME...

Let the world be DONE WITH MEEEEEEEEE"