Dec 21, 2006 10:05
im questioning things right now...
alot of things.
but id just like to say im sorry.
im sorry for my attitude
im sorry i cannot drive
im sorry i dont have a car
im sorry if some of the words i say come off in the wrong way
im sorry im not intelligent
im sorry for the actions that i have chosen
im sorry ive been a bad friend
im sorry that i show my feelings too much
im sorry if i am inconsiderate
im sorry if my emotions come off too strong or too little
i have realized that i cause so much drama. i used to think that is would follow me, like i didnt do anything to make it come. but its all me. I do it. just drama with everything, joelyn, kim, my brother, in high school, and other things. im a big instigator and i need to stop.
i need reevaluate what i am doing here. ..with everything. my career, my life, my friendships, my actions, my attitude. everything...