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[whoh_kewl]

I think it's excellent how I thought I could trust you again. I don't hate you and you know that. I need to talk to you.. and you never called me back so please call me so I can talk to you.

Today I talked to wonderful people. Including Brendan and Mike, which they both give so much wonderful advice, and I think that I should follow Brendans awesome advice when he tells me it, because maybe if I would have, I wouldn't be where I am now. The advice that it would soon just be a repeate, and indeed it was. The reason for me not following advice: because I cared. How stupid am I. Things take time, and my problem is when I said I "loved" Josh I actually meant it and now I feel really stupid, and I wish so bad that things would have worked out, but for me I'm not going to be dwelling on this for days like last time, because it doesn't matter anymore, and I'm glad that he thinks about himself, to make himself happy, even if we broke up just because of my dad. Small reasons again. Brendan was so right. I love friends very much. Mikes advice helped a lot as well. Thanks.

This weekend I am looking forward to. :)