Jan 03, 2008 02:07
So today I went to bed around 9pm; I'm so wiped out from today, and probably a bit from yesterday. I get out of bed and to go pee, and a thought pops into my head. I just can't seem to shake it. Here's a little preface.
There have been some things about USC that I don't like. One of them would be the weather. I really miss the COLD. Although, sometimes it's nice to have 75 degree December days - I really am not a Southern girl.
I don't really like the city of Columbia. USC may be the central focus of the town, but that's exactly the problem - besides USC there really isn't too much there. It's not a hip college town. And I'm really into hip towns.
Thirdly, the people. I assume that most colleges have alcohol use widespread on campus, but sometimes when I walk around ALL I hear about is this party, or that mixer, or "omg I shouldn't have hooked up with that Sig-Ep boy". And frankly, I'm tired of it. I feel like there isn't much substance at the school. I realized at the GEMS dinner a couple weeks ago, that I haven't had a real conversation in SO long.
And also, I feel so far away. I feel disconnected.
The thing about USC is I can't stop focusing on the negatives. There hasn't been anything to convince me that I LOVE it yet. I'm definitely going to give it another semester, but we'll have to see.
And where would I transfer to? That's the thing, that's the thought that popped into my head. I kind of want to go to UVA. There I said it.