The thought isn't so shocking, but the occurrence of the thought is.

Jan 03, 2008 02:07

So today I went to bed around 9pm;  I'm so wiped out from today, and probably a bit from yesterday.   I get out of bed and to go pee, and a thought pops into my head.  I just can't seem to shake it.  Here's a little preface.

There have been some things about USC that I don't like.  One of them would be the weather.  I really miss the COLD.  Although, sometimes it's nice to have 75 degree December days - I really am not a Southern girl.

I don't really like the city of Columbia.  USC may be the central focus of the town, but that's exactly the problem - besides USC there really isn't too much there.  It's not a hip college town.  And I'm really into hip towns.

Thirdly, the people.  I assume that most colleges have alcohol use widespread on campus, but sometimes when I walk around ALL I hear about is this party, or that mixer, or "omg I shouldn't have hooked up with that Sig-Ep boy".  And frankly, I'm tired of it.  I feel like there isn't much substance at the school.  I realized at the GEMS dinner a couple weeks ago, that I haven't had a real conversation in SO long.

And also, I feel so far away.  I feel disconnected.

The thing about USC is I can't stop focusing on the negatives.  There hasn't been anything to convince me that I LOVE it yet.  I'm definitely going to give it another semester, but we'll have to see.

And where would I transfer to?  That's the thing, that's the thought that popped into my head.  I kind of want to go to UVA.  There I said it.
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