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ok....i have realized alot of things recently...i am retarted....i have been doing alot of stupid things lately and i have no one else to blame but me....sure i mean i know im not perfect....but little things were affecting me in such a huge way....but...i am going to stop that...its affecting everyone around me....esp hannah....and i cannot deal with hurting her any longer...so...its all over...i love her....that is never going to change...but i look at it this way....maybe all of this was happening to test us...to see if our love and dedication was strong enough to get us though this hard time...and even though eventually times are going to get harder at times we know that we can get though those things cause we are stong and we will always be strong...as long as we tell each other everything and we never give up on one another...thats how this is going to work and i think that it is going to work cause well we have done it and we are going to continue to do it...i love you so much hannah...since i decided to stay home from school i have been just sitting here redoing myspace and stuff and missing the hell out of you and i wish that you were home to talk to me and or i can come over and spend time with you...i know that we are going to be ok...i promise i will not let anything happen to us...i can't...i have a deeper love for you than anyone...i just love you...baby....i love you with all of my heart...and i only wish that i can make you as happy as you made me...i love you hannah lea