Jan 22, 2006 00:25
i don't think she honestly knows how much i love her....she is all i talk about...she has inspired me to do great things...her personality is the best i have ever known....when i hold her in my arms i want her to stay there....she we kiss i never want to move....when she calls i never want her to hang up......when she is down my world stops to hear whats going on....when people ask me how we are doing i can't help but smile at that person and say INCREDIBLE....she has surpassed everything i have ever wanted....and she is making me want more...but good things...like be good with my parents...family...and friends...the other day when my mom put me down....i was hurt...bad...but just the sound of her voice made me smile...cause she knows how happy she makes me...she has a gift...sent by god....making people smile...something that we all wish we had...but she does it without effort....she is all i think about...in class all day long i am thinking about how lucky i really am to have her...i waited almost 4 years for her...and waiting is WORTH it...we are unbreakable...there is no doubt in my mind...like i was with her all day today almost...and i miss her so much already....its like part of me is missing...like there is an empty space in arms...she makes this face that makes my heart beat faster...its like she is saying i love you without saying a single word...its like she is saying wow thanks for being here with me...thanks for everything....hannah i want to thank you...you have been there for me ever since i first talked to you...you have not stopped yet...it just amazes me everyday...that you are missing me right now...and you are not saying that to me just because you think you are sopossed to say that when we are not together...but you mean it...like you want me there...when i say i miss you i have those things and more....you are the best thing that has ever happened to me i want you to know that...i love you...you care for everyone...even if they have hurt you in the past...you have forgiven people who has not said they were sorry for what they did.....you help people if they don't know who you are...not all cause you think you have to but because you want to...thats just amazing to me...you have the ability to for to forgive also..you never feel remorseful...which is awesome...that does not even break the surface on how i really feel...know this though...i am never going away...i am never going to let anything happen to us...never...i promise...i will ALWAYS love you no matter what happens...i love you hannah