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its been awhile once again but im making it still...went to homecoming...that was awesome....and finally had a group meeting....thats was great...alot of changes...im so excited...we even changed our name...so many things going on in my life now...i am giving advice all the time...its great i love it...well last night i was talking to this girl that used to go to my youth gruop...she feels like she can't come back cause i told her the truth about what other people have siad and some things i feel about her that she aught to know about...i told her the truth...nothin else...but she was crying cause i told her that...you know sometimes people just need to face it that the truth really does hurt some times...i can't help it...people come to me for alot and its just how it is...but she can't return to youth group because our youth pastor left us for money?....no thats not a good reason..that should determine her to come back...i have known her for a while now and the stuff she does to rpesent herself...its hard to deal with alot of things at one time...first the hurricane...then...he left..and there are things about our old youth pastor that no one will know about.....judging from what i have seen it can be had for her...see i am a leader there...and as a leader i have a responsibility to lead people to god and thats what i intend to do...friends!...man how i love my friends...they had guided me though so much...some people take friendship for granted...don't do it...beleive it or not some friends over due things for you...someone does out there...why do people deny love?...its something that we all want...weather you believe it or not....don't try to turn it away...it can lead to un godly things...no one wants that...its only makes it worse...so you have a bad relationship?...everyone has....you are not alone...don't spend your life moving away from it...overcome it...show him up if you have to...let him know your better...let him know he was wrong...there is nothing to be ashamed of...you just gotta put forth more effort...and for some that are blessed more than others can tell you that believeing is...just believe in yourself...you know...have you ever seen people change before your eyes but never knew that they did till you actually paid attention to them?...i have...and im worried...she is young...and already she could ruin her life...someone i care alot about...someone who used to come to me for advice...ALL THE TIME...and now its like she does not even want me to know...and now that my mom and her mom talk about it all the time and want me to help...but i can't...no one tells me anything..and i feel helpless...i know she is growing up...i think she feels alone...like she is the only one like that...like she wants something to take her away from her life...he life isn't bad at all..i have been around her since she was born...she has a great mother and father...yes alot of things happened to her..but she can't take it out on herself...she needs to look at herself and realize that there are people to help her...stop denying that there isn't and start toa sk for help...there is nothing wrong with asking for help...trust me i used to do it all the time..but now i help people...and i love to do it...i dunno...i will get to the bottom to it some how...anyway...thats all for now